I am so happy to be closer to getting this credit card paid off but I am having a hard time with this whole money thing right now.
I had a few yearly expense things come up and it feels weird to be scrapping at the bottom of the barrel now that I had had savings for so long.
I shouldn't feel too bad I've done a lot of things right I'm just working with a less money than I used to back when I was paid well.
I just have to try and get some savings back that's all. And figure out where to cut things to get some retirement money put away.
I just try to do too much at one time I guess but I don't usually have the luxury of time.
Not having the part time job has been fantastic for my stress levels and that makes it worth it to me.
Pretty soon here I will start going to the gym again and that should make me feel a lot better as well. Might keep a tracker for weight on the sidebar.
I just feel like things are going to get harder from here out not easier. And that sort of stinks.
Oh well though that's life. Once this debt is gone I will feel a little more like at equilibrium and will be able to see through the fog again. I'm just happy that I had the good sense to recognize the bad behavior before it did some really serious permanent damage.
Here's to a new routine and more savings in 2016!
Getting closer to paying off card but feeling sort of overwhelmed
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